I Will Let My Fireflies Out...

                        I will let my fireflies out of the jar tonight,
                        So, that they can show you the way to
                        my heart.  


                                                                                 Let them out please,
                                                                                 Make it quick,
                                                                                 Reaching your heart was the only
                                                                                 wish I ever made.
           
                       I will let them out,
                       I will do that quick,
                      Your coming in my heart is the
                       best thing I can get.

                                                                               
                                                                                If I get my wish,
                                                                                I will live with you,
                                                                                Locking all the doors,we will get through.
                                                                                Live there forever and forgetting all the virtues.

           
                       You can come, you can live,
                       but forever is something i can't give.
                       Its dark there, filled with Demons.
                       Its not a place to give up your heavens.

                                                                           
                                                                                  Oh! don't say that please.
                                                                                  That darkness will bring me peace,
                                                                                  I will fight all your demons,
                                                                                  I will make it my own heaven,
                                                                                  Living there would be bright,
                                                                                  With all the horrors i will fight.


                                                                                                                                      -A.Z
           
                                                                                   

                                                                                           
                                                                                                   

Pray for Palestine.

                           

So We decreed for the tribe of Israel that if someone kills another person - unless it is in retaliation for someone else or for causing corruption in the earth - it is as if he had murdered all mankind. And if anyone gives life to another person, it is as if he had given life to all mankind. Our Messengers came to them with Clear Signs but even after that many of them committed outrages in the earth. (Qur'an 5: 32)  
                            Lately we are hearing about Palestine and cruelty being held there well its being done since a long time but it got popularity pretty recently among young people but no one know the basic reason except for the fact that Israeli's want there Dome of Rock back, but why are they wanting it so desperately we don't bother about that and all we really do is change our Facebook display pictures which I believe can do nothing not even a single person's life can be saved. But question arises that is there any way to save Palestinians? Honestly speaking I thought a lot about it and I planned that I would not write about it either but at times you are forced to do things for your own satisfaction and yes I am sorry for being rude,but truth there is nothing we can do simply nothing and it is fate of those people because being a Muslim we do believe in Day of Judgement so that means that we have to believe in its signs told by our Prophet and he told us very clearly that Dajjal will come so Palestine is the place where he will live so then who can deny his arrival among us.
             

                Dajjal's people are working for him that is actually the entire western world those speak about the humanity and actually are without values and they are wanting there temple back from where he will rule so that shows that Muslims there are stuck in something that had to come, unchangeable, undeniable reality. Quran says that killing one person is killing of whole mankind and this was also told by Prophet that, 'If you see something bad then try to stop it by force, If you are not able to do it then do it by words and If that is also not possible then consider wrong, wrong from your heart.' so mankind is being killed in front of everybody but we lost our authority to stop it by hand and to say it wrong by words is being taken from us with time and we are not realizing it yet but for the matter of fact nothing can be done for it except to see and consider it wrong the least we can do.
                     Probably after reading this many people would think of me like a retards and coward but I am not scared to say it out loud that things written by the hand who created this world cannot be denied and once we know that earth is here not forever and it will be destroyed one day than how can we not consider this our fate. Today Palestine is under the situation tomorrow it can be ours we never know what a clever mind is thinking to do with people of faith, so all which can be done is make your faith stronger and fear not anything especially death because it has to come. Only fear which a human heart deserves is fear of ALLAH the strongest of all, the Creator, the Greatest  and once your soul is connected to Almighty He will protect you. If a mother cannot bear any harm done to her child then how can ALLAH who is one with love of 70 mothers can let his child in pain so all we can say is that he is protecting us and he will protect people of Palestine and end their pain and misery. 

                  What can be done? This is what we all think time after time but with no answers we stay with our question so thing is what can be done is :
1- Strengthen your Iman. Fear ALLAH.
2- Pray as much as you can.
3- Increase your knowledge, because knowledge is greatest arm of wise people.
4- Categorize what is wrong around us and what is right.
5- Set your mind on the correct path you think and follow it. Stop following trends because they are just diversions to distract from the correct path.
6-Trust yourself.
                  Life is sometimes name of facing tough times with courage , and tough times are always longer then the good ones but they are always strength giver, they never make you weak rather courage for more and this is all written and it is game of fate and I personally trust in fate a lot and what fate brings to us, I believe its good for us too, so always take things with an open heart  no matter how hard they seem because this is what life is, the tougher the better.

Start Living Before Its Too Late.

               

Lately I was in a hush around so couldn't get my hand on to any writable stuff, but attended an event "Basant Festival" which was all related to kites, colors, cultural representation and a warm welcome to Spring. After attending such event I came across the thought that its really wonderful to be the part of culturally rich country. We are so lively that even a simplest occasion is celebrated with such warmth that any outsider would think of us as crazy civilization or may be they would think that we are senseless but what is a celebration?

There is no precise definition that we can give or tell anybody, this is all related to feelings.I would say Happiness and Satisfaction are the things needed to celebrate. When you are happy and satisfied you can enjoy every bit of life around you, you can celebrate indeed and nothing can stop you from it,but yes something that can cause hurdle and stop you from life is sadness and non satisfaction, but feelings are I think something which can be controlled, I mean it is some involuntary action but your will can prove to be more dominating and it is something that can rescue you from anything at times you want or rather don't want but what matters is that how you manage to control your will and this is all in human hand, experience and yes maturity.

Time and space is all ever needed to get over anything but do manage to get a command over yourself after that it won't matter that you are celebrating some Eid, Christmas, New year or Basant after that things those would matter will, How much you are enjoying? How much you are close to your loved ones? How much you are living? and all the other thoughts will be secondary like discrimination, criticism and a never ending list ahead.

               

LIFE!! Life is always moving it don't stop to take you along, What I observed and I have seen is that you have to run, run fast to get along the race of life, race of survival other wise you will find yourself crushed on the ground, bleeding, waiting for helping hand but no one will come to rescue you, you have to buck up yourself, raise yourself and then get along the race again.

Well, that is the point where you see and you say life is not easy and that is the point after that you get to know who you really are and what do you really want from life and then you decide that you will wait for some miracle to happen and honestly it will never come as I did it, waited but u know what, world is cruel all they do want to do is take advantage of your weaknesses and in that part of life you get weak so, don't wait ever rather get along the race again and let no one scare you, show the world that you don't need anybody except God Almighty because trust in him sets everything straight, you got your strength, courage, valour and they are your asset.So use them well, and never fear discrimination just live and enjoy because this is your life and you are the one who deserve happiness and for your happiness you have to work, there is no limit to life and fun so have it over the limits,stay strong, head high, party hard, dance crazy, love and enjoy.

                   

Life's Beautiful!!

Sun ah! So beautiful! and its rays shining on the waves of water highlighting each and every wave so mystically, with melodious chirps of birds, and cool breeze caressing my face like a little baby's hand touching gently, hot cup of tea making my hands feel warm, alive and a big pink hood comforting my body, sitting on black bench by the lake,suddenly I felt life's existence there, she was so close and I found her so kind and so mine that I couldn't resist asking, "Why are you so this way?"
She inquired, "what do you mean by that my dear lady?"
After taking a deep breath I stated, "I mean why are you so unpredictable, mysterious?" After a silence, "Well why are you so cruel? That's what I want I always wanted to know."
She kept quiet, smiled and stared at me.

Then after a while when I was waiting desperately for the possible reply with a cyclone of thoughts in my mind confusing me more and she said, "Oh Dear!! I am not cruel, m not unpredictable neither mysterious, I am who you want me to be, I am what you make me, I am how you take me."
Well this was definitely not the answer, the answer I was been looking for so I kept silent to hear more.
she also knew, what was all I was been going through, what I faced, what am I probably facing and what I will be facing.

so, she initiated again and broke the silence, "Sweetheart! I know what you are been thinking and what were you been through, I have seen your tears falling all night long when there was no one with you but I was there, I have seen your blood you shed in anger, I have seen those regrets, I felt that pain you had, I saw that guilt you had but"
 she stopped and I was anxiously looking at her, she started again "but you haven't seen things that I saw in you"
 I mumbled she's insane, I know me I don't have anything to be proud of, I am just an embarrassment, burden on this earth, but still I wanted to hear that what is it that I haven't seen.
she looked at my face and said, "Dear! I guess you didn't noticed that my being cruel made you what"
I asked in a irritated, questioning tone "what?"

Life smiled n said "Strongest girl on earth!! After passing that hard time you got so strong that now its almost impossible to break you, You are the hardcore beast now, You are a fighter, You are a winner despite of a long way ahead you are ready to face it anyway. You look at the people and regret your failure but I have decided something more better for you that will make people regret, I don't give lessons to those I don't feel them worth, I just am hard for the one who worth it, who deserve to be more then what they are, every time when you said I can't take it anymore I gave you more so that you can know who you really are, I gave you more to tell you that you are better then the most, you are not a delicate doll of glass to be broken you are a soldier and you have to fight to win, to prosper, to be strong and the thing that I was expecting from you was to that you have to stay strong and you did it and made me proud dear."

she stopped and tears started to roll down my cheek, because that was something I was wishing to hear since years and after wiping them off when I looked up she was gone and there was no one just silence, a deep silence of heart and mind, satisfaction, chirps of birds and me. I leaned back a little and saw everything once again and thought. Thought about her. Now world was little and I was hardcore and Yes she was right!! I couldn't see that part of me, part where world is so small to tear me apart, part where I was the fighter, part where no one can break me.
                 At times in life we think that what we planned is life and It should be the way we want it to be, but in reality we are too young to see the world and what is better for us, I believe whatever life gives you let it in and stay strong and get passed. Life is always our's and it would never do bad to us but always give you to learn through hard-times so that you might know your ability and it don't want you to be dependent on others it tells you how to fight and how to rise no matter what and to live a life one must not give up,you should stand up collect all the courage to fight and show the world that you are not easy to handle, to prove that you are not what others think and you  must show them that nothing is impossible, you will do it one day may be late then the other but what matters is that they had courage to fight. so stay strong, smiling and let not others know who you really want to be but prove them what you really are. Life's Beautiful!!Live It!!

The NoteBook.

                 

Recently I started off with reading books which was not very interesting thing, I always had it in my mind so never  gave it a shot but lately I gave it a try and it was an awesome experience and it’s something which you can feel in true sense and it’s like a magic carpet which swifts you back in that time and make you a viewer of their  thoughts, while moving into it I met a book and went through it “THE NOTEBOOK by Nicholas Spark” well it’s my 3rd book or novel that I ever read and I would say it’s worth reading .

                    As I am not a review writer or a critic but I think I would like to write about it as it’s a Love Story which is more like a fantasy to me, but we are human so we have to believe in love and its magic which is more like a joke in the present world a pessimistic view i know but this is what it is, feeling are not treat as they deserve to be true magical bonds are like fun part in the present scenario but how is it like when you move 60 to 70 year back you read a fantasy, a story which is of that time, you see a young love when they were too young to understand, fell in love, then they made love, then taken too far away from each other and they started living their lives but somewhere in the corner of their hearts childhood lived and those memories of summer holidays never faded they were as fresh as the mint leaves and the aroma of it never leaves the leafs even if they are dry but then in that life, time made them one again, very less hope was left with both sides but they were meant to be together so, no matter how hard time went on them they fought like the soldiers for it, they fought those feelings, they fought the guilt and the hurting caused to other because of them and thing that gave them courage to stand was their destiny, their fate.

                       "Life is what happens to you while you are busy making plans", This is something i truly believe in because that is what really happens we see it everyday and remain surprised every-time,same is that happened to Allie and Noah, they spent their life never thought to be apart but Alzheimer proved them wrong and changed their fate there destiny and afterwards they both tried, tried for each other, everyday and every moment, they were left with hopes and wishes. Wishes for every second to become the same as it was as bright as gold, everything perfect and never ending but, no matter what they tried and that paid them off everyday for a some seconds but the power of love proved to be Right, Magical, Eternal which can make impossible, possible one day.

                        Some words from last letter of Allie "So I love you so deeply, so incredibly much, that I will find a way back to come back to you despite my disease, I promise you that. This is where my story comes in. When I am lost and lonely , read this story- just as you read it to the children-and know that in same way , I will realize it's about us .And perhaps,Just perhaps, we will find a way to be together" 
                        A love story when i started to read, didn't thought will leave such an impact on me but a true writer did it and I would mention it is a fanatic novel which gives hope, Life, courage and believe for love and its power, which make you believe that magic exists, love exists.

A New beginning!!!

                 

           

Lately I have been going through a whole new experience of life once again, a whole new scenario, a whole new view and prospective a combination of life, hope, fantasies, tales, dreams, imaginations. It’s like living a slow death in which you get away from your own life and authority on it, and you get so dependent on the other person as if he takes over your life well I always wondered that how is it possible that you give your freedom and independence to anybody and still stay happy but honestly speaking this feeling is awesome but unless or until you have courage to face it and take it, with full trust and believe that no matter what he will be there for you. Once you let this feeling in you will feel a change, I mean a good change but I wonder for how long can this all be done, I wonder is it for a life time or just for the sake of change for a while. But whatever the case may be the time you spend together should be worth living for like a box full of memories whenever you approach to it you feel those moment chits and chats, giggles and crying’s, laughs and screams, love, care and sharing making a perfect blend of life.

                 

Sometime when I sit and analyse I don’t get to the answer that what to opt and go for, I mean go the relation ALLAH gave you as a gift, as your part of life something you cannot deny or change something written and can’t be undone or rather to go for one you want to be yours? Who should probably be given priority? But the answer I get after all this thinking session is go with time its better healer and concealer, it will open new ways, new ideas if you give it a chance and it will clear the ways too that who is more important for you and your life, well can say time is a true teacher give you lessons sometimes harshly sometime with love but the results are finally good if you try to move with it.

               When you enter a new era of life it is full of charm, full of excitement in every step you take, every gaze you make hoping everything to be fine and giving your best and leaving all rest to time and these feeling make you feel alive, make you more hopeful, make you more happy and contented whatever the possible end may is but believing in good to happen never let you down and you can survive through your worst times.

            Well life is always there to surprise us one way or the other so just flow with the waves and let everything go the way it’s going, live it to its fullest cause it’s too short to let it waste in regretting. A person should be so adjusting and compromising that whatever life brings, he is there to face it either good or bad because no matter what life still moves on so never to wait and waste it, find fun and life in saddest hours because that will show how strong you are and what are you aiming to achieve it will show your love for life and hope.

Peace begins with a SMILE!!!!

                                                      

                                                                               

    "Peace begins with a smile."                                                                                                
                                                                                                                  (Mother Teresa) 
                        Smile is something cannot be forced, its something which comes from inside. Feelings carve smile sometime when you are too happy n sometimes when you are too sad to show anyone what you feel. Smile clearly shows that it is after happiness and satisfaction or sadness and pain. when you smile in happiness your eyes tell about it,they give whole clear view of your inside reason for that smile , but when you are sad and you fake a smile it gives a whole new view . Their are very few people who can read it but those who succeed in doing that are people you can trust on. Everyone can smile when he is happy but giving a smile after you are torn apart is very difficult and more painful, but giving a smile is at times more comfortable then explaining your true feeling n expressing feelings in words is most difficult thing to do so smile can take that difficulty away from you. smile donot need any reason at times so donot let the world change your smile.

                    A Smile gives you courage to handle the pain, the grief, hurting, heart breaks, failures anythingg that tears you in pieces you can fight them with just one thing, one arm and that is a smile. Neither far to reach nor difficult to make just one step towards it and all the courage to face evrything is with you then you are strong and ur problems are to small, that is the point when you stand and rise to show that you are there to fight n you hard core to face it, Nothing can let you down. Some beautiful words by alysha speers 

                          “Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired.                                                                       Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see. Frolick, even when you are made fun of. Kiss, even when others are watching. Sleep, even when you're afraid of what the dreams might bring. Run, even when it feels like you can't run any more.And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience---you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don't live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened that you ever were back before it started.”                                                                 ―                                                                                                                        Alysha Speer  

                         Smile is a curve that sets everything straight, so never forget to smile.Courage to stand after falling is more important then the reason to fall,everything in life brings experience nothing is impossible but stand to make it possible is more appreciatable and then when you have courage to face it with smile then it adds grace to it, an example for others, and a believe that you can be the one that others are and this feeling when prevails, then life is yours. So live it happily...